My name is Shelby. 18 years old and Canadian.
I post whatever I like or am drawn to. I have no 'theme'. Lana Del Rey, Marina Diamandis, and Vanessa Hudgens are my queens.
So I am terrified of growing up. I wish I could be 5 years old again and not give a shit about boys, heartbreak, and people's opinions. Being a teenager, all of it comes at you at full speed and it's one of the worst things. Dealing with all this stuff happening now, I'm never going to stop looking for my happiness and holding onto hope. I do not give up easily so I'm going to keep searching until I find it. I will not be happy all the time, but who is? I also have this need where it seems like I crave love, but I'm terrified of it at the same time. I am still trying to figure out how that can be and hopefully I'll find my answer. But all in all, this is me.
"I finally learned to say whatever will be will be.
I've learned to take the good, the bad and breathe.
'Cause although we like to know what life's got planned,
no one knows if shooting stars will land."
I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.